Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Hope

Yesterday, I went to see my sister in law who is currently in the hospital. She did an x-ray and was informed that she might have lung cancer. As there is a growth in there and apparently the xray shows like its spreading.

Its so funny how i never felt close to her but when I think about her probable death, it just bring tears to my eyes. I dont' want that to happen to her as she has 2 young kids. She told she wants to be prepared so she doesn't want to be too optimisitc. But she can at least HOPE its not rite? Hope does keep one going rite? I hope so.

For once , i actually stayed and talked to her for 1 hour....
At that point, i really thought, her problems are even bigger than mine and eventhough she said she is not strong.... but i can see she is still hanging on. I want her to live. I want her to be able to see her children grow big.

I am praying for her. And I pray that God hears me and grant this miracle. She has sufferred enough but I don't want her to go either. my HOPE is for a miracle to happen. Does miracle happen?

1 comment:

Ringgit Me said...

I am sorry to hear abt your sister. I hope the test turns out negative. See? There are things that are worse than what we are facing today. So, everytime you think your life sucks, thing again. Remember my motto: "small matters aje la".